kirsteena | I've been thinking

I have been thinking on my stance on things, and I think it is nearly time for me to move on from Dark Prophecy. I feel I have become more and more of an outsider to everyone - frustrations over limbus, never being able to do Gods etc. I have also been completely ignored on more than one occasion and feel like I am an annoying blip on their radar screens. It actually got to the stage where I wished I had never obtained sea or sky. I spewed out a lot of frustrations to Hayly last night, and she listened to me (amazingly). Bottom line - DP doesn't feel like a home anymore.

I know I have always said I want to be where my friends are, but if I stay there, I am going to get more and more frustrated, and in the end do something drastic. So - I would like to talk to Kabu before I drop my pearl, and explain things a bit, but if that isn't going to work, I will drop my pearl here and now (well, when I am ingame next). I hope I can still do as much stuff with Ehran, Hayly, Aldric, Sarise and Kabu and co (ENMs and the like: I still want my Desamillion earring, and enjoy stuff like that) but if that doesn't happen, so be it. You guys mean so much to me, but I can't go on like this.

I will still be on Stardo if people want to find me. I am not quitting. But I need to find myself again, and do some stuff for me.

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I think your entry title says it all

Always been my problem...

I can put up with most stuff, but at the end of the day, being completely ignored on at least half a dozen occasions (even just with a simple question), starts to wear you down. Also, if I end up in tears, something is seriously wrong.

And Greg - yes I know, I take it too seriously and I shouldn't. But its just me.

You know that and you know I what I think about the effect of the game on our psyches. In the end, what you say about needing to do stuff for you, you are absolutely right.

I do that too. Thinking too much is a horrible habbit that is worse than even quitting smoking (I never smoke, just using it as an analogy lol). I do agree Kirst, Stardo doesn't even feel like home for me anymore (just cause I don't see alot of people? maybe). I wish we could all return to one LS and do our own stuff. Though big things like Dynamis will require a bunch of people. So, I guess we will have to go through the hell of having a bunch of people being asshats in order to get what we want. Hang in there, we shall get our day!

-Syphus

Sometimes we don't think enough.

I miss the good ol' days back in Stardo. I've thought about going back to it, as a main shell. Thats for another post I suppose. I know how you feel about getting ignored though Kir, It sucks alot. Thats the one thing I dont like about DP lol. Ask a question to someone, even in tell...and they either Zone alot...or I just get flat out ignored.

You know, realising it isn't just me makes me feel a lot better oddly. Tonight I had fun doing stuff with friends - E and Hayly worked on my dagger latent. As long as I can have fun with friends, I'll be happy whatever I do I think

/cheer Kir \^-^/

I've been thinking - maybe too much

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I just want you to be happy

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