I've been thinking - maybe too much

I have been thinking on my stance on things, and I think it is nearly time for me to move on from Dark Prophecy. I feel I have become more and more of an outsider to everyone - frustrations over limbus, never being able to do Gods etc. I have also been completely ignored on more than one occasion and feel like I am an annoying blip on their radar screens. It actually got to the stage where I wished I had never obtained sea or sky. I spewed out a lot of frustrations to Hayly last night, and she listened to me (amazingly). Bottom line - DP doesn't feel like a home anymore.

I know I have always said I want to be where my friends are, but if I stay there, I am going to get more and more frustrated, and in the end do something drastic. So - I would like to talk to Kabu before I drop my pearl, and explain things a bit, but if that isn't going to work, I will drop my pearl here and now (well, when I am ingame next). I hope I can still do as much stuff with Ehran, Hayly, Aldric, Sarise and Kabu and co (ENMs and the like: I still want my Desamillion earring, and enjoy stuff like that) but if that doesn't happen, so be it. You guys mean so much to me, but I can't go on like this.

I will still be on Stardo if people want to find me. I am not quitting. But I need to find myself again, and do some stuff for me.